My inner ramblings

2004-07-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

anyone wanna contribute money to me? i nid like, 300 bux. fuck.fuck.fuck. i wanna sign up for sailing. any takers? tag lehh ppl. so stagnant liao. nothing has been written on it for lyk, ages? and now i lurve kelly clarkson! dunno why la but her songs seem veh nice. ie: a moment like this. dunno how she take picture for her website wan. take till so chio. haha. totallay looks unfat? haha. nice la.

2004-07-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

bleh. jus got home from pool lo. got beaten by leqiao. not much la. 2 balls. i'm seriously off form lo. hmm. wanna get back wif my friends again. got one back, and lost one. well. life's like this. but i hate it. it's not that i dun wanna be a friend. it's only a matter if u want me to be. bleh. i carn believe tt i'm saein tt. and one mor thng.. i crush u!!!

2004-07-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl. now veh happee. finally can tok to yikai liao. wivout being hated. i think. bleh. now toking to michelle LA. she's damn cute lorhh. and she shooo ego leh. haha. but cute. very cute. very very cute. ahahas. then this few daes quite eventful la. stuff happened. bleh. and i nid studio mx. fuckkit. who interested in making a webbie that show flash stuff. like miniclip or albinoblacksheep? make money de. interested call me la. 98009331. u guys noe rite? hafta noe rite? ahaha.kk . byeee.

2004-07-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

Where are you

Troubles brewing,
shadows lurking.
My mind's playing tricks.
It has to be.

No one can save me now,
not one.
Just you.

You never helped, not once.
You're not here now.
Even when i need you most.

My life is shattered, in pieces.
Love lost, betrayal.
I'm bleeding.
Help me

I beg you.
Take me away.
Away from this place.
To another, where i can find solace.
Please God.

2004-07-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

Wahh. todae was a quite lame dae. class outing? went out watch spiderman 2. not veh bad la. budden horx. he's like, stupid? bleugh. he kips taking his mask off. laem. budden the cgi damn cool. special effects like, rawk? i jus lurve the part where they fight outside manhattan bank lo. that's like damn cool. but like, most of the things are stupid la. i mean, he wins nt by beating doc ock up, but talks to him(he takes off his mask for that too btw). well. that's that la. but i think the spiderman series is gonna degenerate one lo. they making 6 or seven or something rite? but hey. none of my business rite? woot. anywaex. after that. we went seoul garden.the one in taka btw. that place is like, damn lousy? food kinda sux. duno why the place is so crowded anyway. and the location kinda sux. opposite genghis khan. leeching off the customers that are cheapo enuf not to go there. haha. joking. i dun wan no one to come sue me. ok. dowanna tok abt that le. oh. after dat, we went bowling. haha. i got highest score! woot. kinda lame onli lo. all dunno how to play one. then? i came home. duh. well. happy youth dae!!!!(or happy 3hrs 26 mins left of it)

Peace

2004-07-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

Bleaugh. sick now. slept like, 14 hrs yesterdae. damn tired lo. went my uncle hse actually wanna plae comp one. budden ended up sleeping like a baby. in the fetal position. LOL. lame. ah. ytd on the bus gayyed arnd. ask nicoll and yao. ahahahs. that's jus too lame le lo. haha. poeming sux. i suck at poeming. ah. i nid a new temp. this temp too black le. ahahas. nvrm. gonna find now. later, blog.

2004-07-02T03:07:00.000+08:00

it's officially late. 3.03 in the morn. wtf am i doing up? i don't know. slept like, 5 hrs after i came home from school. lolx. AH!! bloody com. it sucks. so much spyware. damn irritating lo. fuck free games. and fuck morpheus. MORPHEUS SUCKS. but i carn find kaaza lite already. so, you make do wif the stuff u haf. lolled. toking to wq online now. he's so sian diao. hey. bringing south park to school cuz i'm damn sianed wif battle royale already lo. so there. battle royale is out already. guys u might be happy to hear that i'm bringing american pie 2 tml also. woooot.

2004-06-30T19:07:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

whoa. sianned. dunno why but i dun haf da drive to blog anymore. haha. may close this. i think. the name is sickening lo. oh. ya. why did i blog. cuz special occasion. someone actually scolded yikai? in his blog? and that person wasn't like, me? damn i sound bimboitic. and gayy. woooot. ahhh. so sian now. found out that every other sec 2 class in mmy skl has more homework than us. we practically have none. lolled. the secret? waste time constructively. we will always discuss crap till at least a period is gone. then next period? we discuss MORE crap! whahahahahah. well. m2m jus rawkx my sawkx la. can relate to many of their songs la. althou they ji old liao. *strokes my looonng beard affectionately* shhhooo happee for jolyn. she's kinda tryin to get over that bastard la. goood jo. *pats head* whahaha. ah! ppl! i nid frenster testis(no pun intended). wooooooooooot. ay. who wanna buy gunbound account? selling for 30-50 bux. can negotiate. got arch,bazooka,pet,money suit, and bear suit. erm. i'm getting enuf money to buy chief hair in like, 2 daes. so will be kinda full suit le lo.email me asap kae? i kinda nid the money. wanna get money to pay for sailing course that i'm saving up for. wahh. i dun remember the las time i hada save up for something. but the sailing course JI EX LA! it's like, 300++ bux for the beginner and intermediate one.. i fink can take back to back in the hols. my mummy dowan lemmie go. scared i drown. budden ayah. i try to persuade her lo. if carn then heck her liao. ohwells.

-= PeAc3 Ou+=-

2004-06-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

wahh. sho long neva blogg lerhx. miss me? argh. this few daex i veh confused lo. ahahas. as in, i dunno why i'm doing sum things now adaex.i'm ignoring my once best fren. she's ignoring me too. ohwellx. results failing. i'm failing in everything. feeling sorry for myself. lol. dunch knoe why lo.

2004-05-22T10:05:00.000+08:00

well. i shall blogg. ahahahas. everyone .. go this site. rox lo. yeapx. wahlao! my blardy com got alort spyware lo. sheet. oh yah. peeple. who wan borrow south park vcd? id absolutely rawkx my socks lo. i dunch knoe how my socks can be rawked. budden. i dunch knoe anything alsho. yaye. ahahahas. yeshterdae went day stoopid proed nite. but bfore tt went keef's hse to eat! yaye. and den we watched battle royale. ahahahas. keef wears digimon at home dudes and dudettes! ahahahahas. proed nite ar..hadda go larhx. my form teacher organise one ma. no atmosphere one lo! sho dam hot! then horx? u knoe wad anort. we were running arnd in da dark. cuz we thot we saw chio bux in the gym. ahahahahs. we ran all the way there hor, then we saw? little kidx! wahahahahahas! this shows how DESPO we are!! teeheex =P

2004-05-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

ten reasons why all of YOUUU shld turn lesbian.

1) cos of MEEE!(gnia???) im lesboqueen ! ^^

2) cos theownerofthisblog(hanwei) is lesboking.

3) cos you get a k3wLx campaign shirt ! which says 'totallylesbian' ! we're still in the process of finding one though :(

4) its an excuse to be as flat as a runway.

5) you wouldnt be straight like a ruler -quotequote :P

6) cos being lesbian is k3wLx ! (:

7) and you can make more lesbian friends, thus increasing your social networking XD

8) unlike the ridiculous shit laws saying you only can have one wife, if your lesbian you can have 97876443878 lespartners and no one would care !

9) you'd be a social outcast. but you have us anywayyy. so YAY.

10) lesbians are faithful people. your lovelife would be smooooth !

-- adapted from hanwei's blog WITHOUT his permission. ahahahahahas

2004-05-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

wahh. shittay. dam tired noe knoe.hot. air con had problemx. fucck.

2004-05-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

heyy. yikai arhx. i'm serious abt the previous post horx. not niaoin or anything. i want end to all this hate and animosity. can u do that? sure i'll neva be a good fren of yours ever again or anythin but this whole thng jus sucks and i hattee it. i hated you for everything bud what has it done for me ? ahahahas. you know. i dunch see the point for all this enemity anymorr. giv me a post if u agree to it kaee ? if u still do have this hatred, den i respect it larhx. but i haf no hard feelinx for you anymorr, if dat means anything to you.

2004-05-15T11:02:00.000+08:00

ahahahahas. now im feelin liberated. lol! dunch knoee why i am say these thingx. bud horx, u noe wat anort? i thnk i got over tis whole thing lerhx leh. wanna thank yikai for bringin me to my senses. thankiew! ahahahahahas.
*screams and runs arnd house waving like a madman*
yaye. like the song now? at least it's nt so depressing rite? rite rite? that's why i like it *DUH* okkaee. now i gonna take a poopayy le.. byebye!!

2004-05-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

ah. todaee arhx. sho nicee larhx. las daee of serious skoolin. yaye. today actually wan go plae pool de. budden hor? u noe wad? we all got no money!! ahahahahahas. stan had 4 bux in his wallet, i had 6 bux lo. so pooor rite? then stanley wanted to go hm kop moneh ar. i decided to go hm lo. dunch knoe why also leh. *scratches head* feelin dam spastickkated now lo. nuttin to do at my aunt's hse de lehx. dun like. i wan go watch troy!! who wan go wiv mee??? muz tell me horx.. if u wanna go k?

2004-05-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

hmmx ... nice day today.. haha .. spoilt it by seeing erm .. some ppl la.. haha .. at bus stop saw some ji er person lolx .. haha .. nvm .. shall not say much here... lest ppl comment about you writing in your blog. those kinda ppl make me feel special. like i am da star wif them as the paparazi following my every movement and commenting abt it .. haha .. nvm .. woot. i shall learn to love everyone in my life.. woot..

2004-05-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

feeling crushed.. i can't let go of the past.. no matter how much u tell me to. i miss the old days, the ones during last yr .. the moment he stepped into my life, i cud see that everything was gonna end in disaster.. but nvm .. this is no one's fault but mine..

2004-05-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

woot .. today got third during 4x100 relay .. haha.. so happy.. then i was running away from chen gou right.. cuz of ankle socks ..then he call for 2g to go to winners podium there .. then i pia TO him .. lol ... then get medals .. woohoo.. Cheers to these ppl.. Ceyong(although his passing sucks), Yize(for running his ass off), me(for rocking the whole race), and Keef(for finishing nicely). WE ROCK!!

2004-05-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

First Love (English)
by Utada Hikaru

Album :
Submitted by : Maggie
Corrected by : Louis
Rated : 9.9 (65 votes)

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

2004-05-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. i'm single again.. guessed it le la.. felt that it was gonna happen ever since the dae yikai fan1 lian3 wif her.. ok .. i dun mind le.. anybody .. in the future.. ANYBODY. u wanna be wif her , you betta treat her right .. if not , you're gonna get it from me.

2004-05-01T08:12:00.000+08:00

love stings. ah .. wasn't that wad u always wanted ? i've almost given up hope. so there.

2004-04-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

i nid arcade... ah... arrrccaaddee.. wanna play my para para again .. nono .. bishi bashi.. that slamming game... daytona will be ok also .. time crisis!! haha .. i advertising for bishan x-zone.. go there.. it rox.. now cineleisure arcade sux already.. dun wan go there anymore.. arrgh.. which adult wants to go watch kill bill 2 and doesn't mind a kid following them.. haha.. dawn of the dead? wanna see tt also .. arrgh .. now i everything also want.. haha.. look at my wishlist!! *at the right hand side...* u guys know what to do ar..haha ..

2004-04-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

ah .. elaine called me .. happy happy.. budden wasn't very long .. i still wonder.. wad did i do .. but nvm .. i'll try being there for u .. anyway i can .. if it fails and this ends.. i'm glad .. that i could have been part of your life and i'll always remember you .. if i could re-live my life again, i wud haf not done anything differently.. this portion of my life has been one of the happiest moments of my life .. thank you for everything .. I love you..

2004-04-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

well.. i'll be at home for two daex.. ee.. gonna be so bored .. haha .. jus got boardshorts from fila.. dun think it's v. nice.. but gwenma bought it.. so nt gonna complain .. ayah.. i'm feeling like shit today .. and yikai.. i dun hate you or anything .. it's just how u screwed around with my life.. hope u get to read this .. k ? nvm .. u wun understand anyway (phrase copyrighted by elaine) ... i thought i did .. but i learnt to ignore the stuff that you spread about me .. ok .. nvm .. i'm utterly miserable .. hate my fuckin' life man .. AH !! GOD !! WHY DID U HAVE TO BRING ME TO THIS CURSED WORLD?! ARRGH ... i promised that this blog was gonna be happier.. but i guess .. it's nt gonna be .. i miss you..

2004-04-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

sian.. got saboed by scott jus now .. haha .. then leowry kpkb.. then i attitude her .. LOL .. damn kewlx.. first cher i attituded this yr .. hong chao fucking arnd behind me .. wanna stuff a crowbar in his a-hole.. that's all

2004-04-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

rr... so sian now .. in com lab man .. haha .. so tired .. they all change places... then i change to this stupid place .. teacher can see me so obviously one.. haiz .. so sian ... eee.. fren broke the ceiling.. wahahhaa

2004-04-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

yawn.. jus woke up again .. haha.. dreamt of something very violent.. shall not say anything here.. haha.. too violent le.. dunno why i dream tt kinda thing.. haha ..wells.. now i'm so bored.. waiting for ppl to come online .. haha.. carn go out today... elaine's going out wif yikai .. so nvm lolx .. go then go la.. wun stop her... hmm .. and i'm like .. waiting and waiting for her reply lolx.. dunno what happen .. ayah .. nvm.. she's probably smsing sum other person.. haha.. sian sian sian.. charmaine got caught by teacher today .. smt abt her engraving.. on her arm .. i think she damn crazy lolx .. use nametag engrave on the arm.. nt pain meh.. walao..

2004-04-16T08:22:00.000+08:00

Ah .. today woke up sho late.. got huge headache... din go sch.. haha .. got scolding from mother ... *sniff* hahahaha ... now ar.. revising for chinese lolx.. and math.. see.. so guai rite...

2004-04-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

ARRGH.. i dunno how .. but i've offended elaine today .. it sucks man .. i dun like doing that .. hate seeing her this way .. angry and hurt.. i've tried not complaining abt tt bastard to u ..but i've seriously failed.. sorry..

2004-04-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

lil more abt me .. i hate people who harbours grudges for so fucking long.. i mean .. are u a guy anot .. walao eh .. it's normal for u to get criticism from others.. carn u jus .. dun like the person in silence and dun FUCK around with his reputation ? u are a damn coward.. walking around.. telling ppl stuff.. never daring to look me in the eye.. so tough .. punch me la .. without that pussy (who learnt some moves for self defence cuz he's also one)following you around.. you dun have the guts. if u wanna send people hate mail( oh only girls do that by the way) , dun block ppl immediately cuz u are afraid of a response. that kinda action ? only a person like you could do, no question abt that .. like girl go jio la.. dun sit back .. trying to FUCK AROUND wif her image of her boyfriend, so u can jus scoop up her in her devastated state when she finally believes what u say about her boyfriend being a bastard. oh .. and dun be two faced. in happy to be ostracised now during cca ? it's all ur own doing .. dun blame ur own downfall on me. good riddence..

2004-04-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN!! hahas.. we had sports meet .. so kewlx lolx .. in 4x100 ar.. joseph was first runner.. then ben was second.. when joseph pass the baton to ben ar.. we lag le .. abt like .. still on par la .. but laggin abit .. then hor .. ben lag!! we became fifth .. haha .. nvm .. then he pass baton to me tt time ar.. then i pia my ass off.. din noe i can run still .. then i cut two ppl .. then passed wrongly to keef.. nearly cost us our third place.. haha.. then he ran ran ran .. nearly caught up to the guy in second place.. that guy is damn fast lolx .. then hor .. surprising news!! the top place ppl got disqualified.. (alot ppl say one .. dunno still true anot) haha .. then we second place lolx.. so happy.. then after tt ar.. i went play wif high-jumpers.. then yuan chang came ask me and keef for help .. so i help la.. see i so nice rite..? haha.. nvm .. then we ran la .. then this one we got fourth .. so sad.. i shd haf ran for this one guy ... he got cut by yaolei .. so sad... haha ... nvm .. i'm so proud of myself today .. and happy tt 2f din get first for 4x100 .. haha .. i'd rather anyone win it then them..

2004-04-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

so sianz now .. in comp lab .. wif jiaxin..las time din like him .. but now got new enemy liao .. so nvm.. the enemy of my enemy is my fren .. geddit ? hahas .. some ppl dun .. hahas .. nvm .. ciao~

2004-04-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

now at comp lesson .. dun care teacher la .. he ask us do dunno wad crap assignment i still dun care. wahaha .. got the answers damn fast.. sho farni .. jus now in chinese lesson damn fun .. slp slp slp.. science also .. haha .. jus got enlightened.. haha.. in the morn .. read the stuffs then felt damn happy.. so that's how you're feeling ... yeps.. i'm happy.. yayee.. shall blog later.. ah.. ppl .. link mee.. haha...

2004-04-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. tired now man .. i'm sho bored now .. whole day nv do anything but walk walk walk wif mother .. wanted some board shorts also she will come kao4 bei3 kao4 bu4.. walao eh .. what kinda attitude is that .. usually i will say good attitude la.. but if it's on me .. then it's bad .. geddit? haha.. this blog shall be a happier place than my old one .. ask my frens .. they know lolx .. it was bad.. haha .. i las time like got alot prob one .. wahaha .. now ar.. still got la .. but suppressed le .. haha .. pro rite.. controlling ur feelings can help alot in ur life.. very cool de.. although u suffer in silence la.. haha ..

2004-04-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

New bloggay... haha.. sianz.. deleted my old one from diary-x long long ago.. had really fond memories of it.. now .. really carn stand it.. they were sad memories also.. now.. life is weird.. it's like.. i've gained frens here and there.. and lost some also .. for no damn reason.. i'm trying to think what's wrong wif me.. haha.. carn find it .. so i'll jus hafta blame the world.. wahahhaa .. jkjk .. nvm .. now so tired.. hmm..

Quote of the day: If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.